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I guess I'm at that point in life when everything's a blur.

I just can't seem to fully understand anything.

Whether its simple or complex.

Its all the same.

Friendship: I have no idea who really are my friends. And who are not.

Puppy Love (?) : Is it really? I don't know.

Family: How am I supposed to react to their kindness and affection? Do I really act like I appreciate them anyway?

General decisions: I can't tell between what's right and what's wrong. Most of the time, I end up choosing the latter.

I want to be able to be independent.

Why is that so hard?

Why can't I stop doing all the wrong things,

and be good?

Why can't I accept things just the way they are?

Why am I so selfish; always craving for more.

Why can't I just give up on the past?

Why do I still want the attention even though its so clear to me that I'll never be able to get it?

Why do I shed tears upon that?

Why is it that no one cares when that happens?

Why?