The Things You Make Me Do

You make me sigh just at the thought of you,
You make me so insanely happy just from a simple 'hello'.
I am elated when I see you smiling.
I go crazy because I have plenty of fantasies of things I'd do with you.
I can't get enough of admiring you.
You make me think that there might be a perfect person in this world after all.
You make me defy logic and do things I thought I'd never do.
You make me still keep my feelings for you even when God has told me they wouldn't last.

I've had this feeling before.
I just know this wouldn't last... but,
I'm still liking you.
I don't want to.
But I am.

I know I'll never reach you,
but I'm still hopelessly wishing that one day, you would notice me.
And realize how much this really means to me.
And yet, I know you won't.
Because you don't have the time for me.
You don't even look at me,
I'm forced into the paradox I created on my own.

I regret it very much.
If only I could turn back time..
I wouldn't have fallen for the one before.
Because I only liked you to get over the other.
But before I knew it, I fell once again,
in the illusion we all know
as love.

Our Wayward Story

Chap 1: http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=225935610808140
Chap 2: http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=225948114140223
Chap 3: http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=226016957466672
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Chap 20: http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=226673467401021
Chap 21: http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=226694280732273
Chap 22: http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=226721094062925
Chap 23: http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=227040557364312
Chap 24: http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=227049580696743

Why are some people just so naturally ANNOYING?

They really get on my nerves.
Those people that correct your every mistake.
That points out your flaws indirectly but makes sure you know it even though you already do.
That insults you behind your back but make sure you know about that TOO.
They think their OH-SO-GOOD at English. Like they are a god. And that they have every right to correct your grammar even though it was just a typo.
And they always say 'Oh I'm not smart' but they are not saying it because they feel burdened or anything, but because they want you to feel WORSE than you already are.
And they criticize you for even the littlest thing you make a mistake on.
They act like you're their bestest closest buddy when their down or need something from you, but in actual fact, when they DON'T need you, they diss you and hang with the 'better' people.

I MEAN.
WHAT IS THEIR PROBLEM?

Can't they stick to one path?
Don't they get tired of getting around all the time?
Must they hurt people like this?
No wait.
ARE THEY BORN THIS WAY LADY GAGA?

UGH. I'm so mad.
I hate them I hate them I hate them!

And the worst thing is that even though they stink and suck and are just a load of crap,
I still want to be their friend.
I still want to get to know them better.

Damn.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
WHAT IS WRONG WITH THEM?