Little Sweetheart

To you who is far away and unimaginable,

To you who makes the sun shine just a little brighter each day,

To you whose existence will complete me.

Life is not the same without you,

they say one day we shall meet

it shall be planned,

or maybe by divine intervention.

But that doesn't really matter.

I just wonder if your smile will take my breath away,

if you're all I need for living,

if you look even better than those cuckoos dancing and singing on tv.

If you're love itself.

It is not the right time.

I wonder when it shall be.

When we will finally be able to come face to face,

the day that comfort is found,

the day that love is found,

in my little sweetheart~

I Should Just

Go to hell.

The Sad Peaceful Day

The first day of the year that people are sad.
Well, most people anyway, including me.
I guess the more emotional ones will feel it.
Animals are in pain, humans are in despair, even the sky cried for us tonight.
Something is definitely missing.
Something I don't know.

I have people who would listen.
But no one with proper advice. And no one who would care enough to comfort me.
I'm almost like trash.
Except I'm human.
And.. since I'm human,
I'm sure there are still some useful things left in me.

I hope I can put those into good use.
And ignore every insult that comes across me.
Ignore what everyone thinks about me behind my back.
Because.
There's no one left to trust out there in this filthy unfair and depressing world.

I can only trust myself.
So,
it shall be.