Some Things Can Never Be Undone

Some of the things I've done that really hurt other people.

I really wanna just take those back.

I feel like the bad guy sometimes.

I know I'll never be forgiven.

But I just want you to know I'm sorry.

If I'd suddenly PMS-ed on you one day out of the blue.

If I'd ignored you suddenly and not talk to you for the entire day. Week. Or sometimes even a month. (yes that's how long I can hold a grudge for)

If I'd done some mean things to you like outrightly telling you that you're a b!tch or whatnot.

Telling you to say sorry when it was not entirely your fault.

FOR BEING AN ATTENTION WHORE. AND A B!ITCH. AND A LOSER.

I'M SO SORRY.

You probably know who I'm talking about.

If you don't then maybe you'd like to take this as a message to yourself too.

If I'd done anything to you, I now sincerely apologize.

My childish ways.

I promise to never let them run so freely anymore.

I hate that part of me.

I hope you see my sincerity.

I hope that if you'll not forgive me, then please understand how sorry I am.

I know things between us will never go back to the way they were.

When you trusted me more than you trusted God Himself.

I feel regret every time.

I thank you too, because now you've taught me a lesson.

It took me a whole freaking year to finally accept that it was also my fault for this rift that separates us.

I learn to be humble and always blame myself first, not anyone else. Not even anyTHING else.

Thank you. And above all else,

Sorry.