I Love ... Krystal

Krystal the pretty nerd :D
Krystal the unique art-crafter.
Krystal the strong teenage girl.
Krystal the courageous.

I don't know what to say,
you're just so different from other people.
So unique.
You're not like the other girls (like me)
Who'd always care about how they'd look, what others think about them half the time
How they should act at certain places at a certain time.
YOU DON'T CARE about all that bullshit.

You're just.. YOU.
You stand out from the rest because you do what you know is right even when others criticize you.
You're amazing like that. And maybe that's why the school appointed you as prefect.
I'm kinda jealous you know?
I wanna be fearless and stand up for myself too.
But I always fall away and I really can't help that.
Sigh.

And you're not only good in art, you're even better in crafting!
You have that natural ability to just think of something random and confidently put them into work.
And even if you didn't give much thought about it, it'll still end up pretty and good to look at.
Unlike my work of course. Pfft.

You have a few family problems... like, real ones..
but you face them so bravely and I sometimes even forget that you have those problems.
You're always smiling and keeping your head up and being your own person.
Keep it up.
Never fall away, got it? Don't be like the others cause you're prefect just the way you are :)

- your close friend, rachel

I LOVE ... Christine

I'm not exactly in the mood today but I guess I'll still do it ...coz... KARA's MV for "STEP" is out and Hara looked so freakin hot in it! And so does Nicole!! Okay.. back to the topic.

Christine the never-giver-upper.

Christine the calm.

Christine the comfy friend.

Christine the shy cutie.

Christine the unknown princess.

Yeah Christine will probably never ever come here in say, forever.

But I'm still gonna blog about her.

Coz I love her.

She's the one and only friend I've TOTALLY opened up to.

100%.

And the best thing about her is that she's so understanding and so quick to catch on.

She got the perfect AVERAGE life that I want.

I want my family life (especially) to be like hers.

She has two younger sisters who are (OKAY I admit) a little annoying.

But when they have fun, they REALLY do.

I only have an elder sister who's a little bipolar.

Sometimes she gets pissed off really quick and easily.

And other times she WANTS your bloody attention.

Its so annoying and cruel and misleading.

Sigh.

Christine, you probably hate it when I call you cute,

but you really are.

Not the annoying/teasing way. The REAL cute.

As in adorable cute :)

You are -- allow me to emphasize-- the STRONGEST teenager I have ever met. Emotionally wise.

You are ALMOST never shaken. You're so stable and so strong.

You're like a princess in that way.

So carefree and at the same time careful and take into account every thing that you do.

You don't get mad easily. You are so good at controlling your emotions.

And another best thing about you is that when I just vent to you with all my cusses and my whinings and complains,

you hardly said a thing to me.

Not because you didn't care. Not because you didn't like that side of me.

But because you don't want to say something that'll make me even more mad or trigger another nerve in me.

You understand every single one of my habits and you practically already MEMORIZED them.

You know them like their at the back of your hand.

And I know you the same way too.

I hope that in the future, even if we have parted ways, we will still keep in contact.

Cause that's just how much I love you.

-currently your utmost dearest friend, rachel

I LOVE ... my neko-chan :D

Hey! This is my um second I LOVE.

My neko chan is just so cute sometimes 8D (hope she doesn't see this post anytime soon though hehe)

Zhi En the beautiful.

Zhi En the mysterious cat.

Zhi En the genius.

Zhi En the leader.

Zhi En the blind beauty.

Zhi En the natural.

I really didn't think you were beautiful before.. until of late.

Maybe I didn't like you very much for one moment? :P (it has past anyway)

Yeah you're funny, and cute, and smart, and mysterious, and attractive and really capable :)

Maybe you were just born that way? Tee hee.

But you know you don't always have to hide everything.

I know you don't want me to get hurt or to get involved at all.

But just know that I'm always here.

And don't ever get insecure about your looks coz you're looking just fine.

And you'll grow to look even more fine in the future.

Don't hate the image you see of yourself.

Because I know I like that image.

And of course the original you.

I can almost imagining a black cloth covering your view now.

Its totally blocking you from seeing the bright side to most of the things.

And its making you think deep dark thoughts.

Shielding yourself from the rest of the world.

Even I can't get through to you.

I know I can't now.

Sigh. I feel so useless sometimes.

I'm such a quiet and shy person and I really hate myself too sometimes.

And I can't even help you much.

Which just adds to that, really. Sigh.

No matter how much you deny it,

I still believe you're born a genius. Or a leader.

Either.

You're special and I don't know if it seems that way to only me or to others too.

I know sometimes you know that too, so... don't let it get over your head okay? :)

-love rachel

I LOVE ... Megan :)

Yes I'm gonna have lots of 'I LOVE's soon

and I just thought I'd..

..kick it off with Megan!

Megan with the hidden beauty.

Megan the budding flower.

Megan with the hidden talent.

Megan the cutie.

Megan the mysterious.

Megan the sexy hottie.

Hey Megan! I know you're one of em people who visit my blog often.

Thanks and I love you so so so much :)

I don't know how and why I didn't get to know you sooner.

I don't know why I can't seem to converse with you properly in real life.

And I know I am going to soon :)

I really wanna open up to you and I don't want you to misunderstand my sometimes quiet attitude for being cold to you.

I REALLY REALLY WANNA TALK TO YOU.

I just want you to understand that it takes Phui Yen a long time to get to know someone and be her true self with that person.

And I'm slowly getting there. I just know it.

Those things I said about you up there? It wasn't just for flattery.

I'm being truthful :)

Maybe you can't see it. But others really can.

And maybe you can't see it now, but you don't only have a lot of friends, you have that handful of friends who really care and want to know you better. A friend like me :)

I wanna get to know you better but I'm afraid of the people you talk to.

Not afraid. Hm.. what's the word?

Shy?

ESPECIALLY at the canteen table. Tee hee. Yes I finally admitted that to you.

You're a true budding flower.

So pretty and so talented but just waiting to bloom to its fullest until you can see the own naturally pretty fruits that you bear.

You're sexy and beautiful but I really don't know if you can see that now.

Maybe sometime in the future when you've totally lost your baby fats (which is quite little now already actually, from the looks of it, on your face anyway <3)

I don't know why but you're ALWAYS SO CUTE. Haha.

Yes. You are terribly clumsy and forgetful and sometimes a slow learner.

But that just makes you that much cuter :D

You've got a hidden talent and I don't know what it is.

Maybe its always what you've dreamed of... singing.

Or maybe its something else.

Take your time figuring it out. Talk to me about it too while you're at it ^^

I love you Megan and I'm sick of saying 'I-don't-know-why's

so I'm gonna say that maybe God is telling me something.

Or maybe fate is setting in.

I wanna be your like, close friend.

I want to be able to lend you my shoulder to cry on.

I want to share my secrets with you.

And more than anything else, I wanna laugh with you. And smile :)

P.S I can't wait for our sleepover bash! ( if its gonna work out anyway...) and shopping day! (if thats gonna work out too...) love ya, muacckkss~

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Now back to studying.. >3>

Some Things Can Never Be Undone

Some of the things I've done that really hurt other people.

I really wanna just take those back.

I feel like the bad guy sometimes.

I know I'll never be forgiven.

But I just want you to know I'm sorry.

If I'd suddenly PMS-ed on you one day out of the blue.

If I'd ignored you suddenly and not talk to you for the entire day. Week. Or sometimes even a month. (yes that's how long I can hold a grudge for)

If I'd done some mean things to you like outrightly telling you that you're a b!tch or whatnot.

Telling you to say sorry when it was not entirely your fault.

FOR BEING AN ATTENTION WHORE. AND A B!ITCH. AND A LOSER.

I'M SO SORRY.

You probably know who I'm talking about.

If you don't then maybe you'd like to take this as a message to yourself too.

If I'd done anything to you, I now sincerely apologize.

My childish ways.

I promise to never let them run so freely anymore.

I hate that part of me.

I hope you see my sincerity.

I hope that if you'll not forgive me, then please understand how sorry I am.

I know things between us will never go back to the way they were.

When you trusted me more than you trusted God Himself.

I feel regret every time.

I thank you too, because now you've taught me a lesson.

It took me a whole freaking year to finally accept that it was also my fault for this rift that separates us.

I learn to be humble and always blame myself first, not anyone else. Not even anyTHING else.

Thank you. And above all else,

Sorry.

I Need You

Yup. YOU.

I need the blessings D:

I really can't concentrate on studying and the test is on next monday!

Please wish me luck or give me your blessings.

I REALLY REALLY need them.

Thanks :3