Too long, perhaps?

Too long...
For so long, we haven't been talking.
And for that whole time, I've been feeling that void.
That emptiness there, in my heart.

Maybe because it has been too long, and you haven't been paying attention. Maybe you don't want to, I don't know.

But I've been feeling a lot less assured and confident lately.. I don't know how I should feel.
If I feel upset and people see me that way, I'm just gonna end up ruining all my friendships.
If I pretend to be happy.. that's just gonna make ME feel a lot worse.

So what am I going to do?

.. I don't know anymore.