I Don't Know

My life is getting a little messed up again D:

Okay so here's the deal.

SOME EFFIN PERSON WHO MUST'VE READ MY BLOG OR ALREADY KNOWS THAT I LIKE 'HIM' TOLD 'HIM' himself.

OR HE COULD'VE GUESSED HIMSELF.

But it would so not make sense because he sounds so super duper confident about it.

He knows.

HE KNOWS I like him.

F***.

okay. so that's one complication.

And the other is my studies. Trials is only ... ONE WEEK away.

And I'm not even close to ready.

How will I face the exams?

I've practically the least time ever. There's nothing GOOD I can pull off now.

SIGHHHH

Okay. Back on the first complication.

I don't know how I'm supposed to react.

Should I ignore him? and pretend like we never even knew each other?

OR should I pretend like I never knew he knows about my feelings and give up on him at the same time and be my own person?

Honestly speaking, I think the second one is better. Yeah?

YEAH. TOTALLY.

Go me.

Sigh. I feel so deprived of my supposedly peak of teenage life.

I'm suffering.
And the only thing I'm waiting for now is the end of PMR.