The Right Thing To Do

I'm not really sure which I should do.

But I know what is right.

I know I should study.

I know I can ace my tests and be number one.

BUT

I slack.

A LOT.

And I laze too.

A WHOLE LOT more.

So its quite impossible to ace my test don't you think?

Sometimes I keep telling myself that I should sit down on my study desk and study.

But I don't. I can't. I can't concentrate.

Why?

Is my will not strong enough?

I don't want to accept my bad fate.

I want to change it.

But.. am I able to?

I'm not sure anymore.

But somewhere deep down inside of me,

I know I still stand a chance.

Someday, I'll be able to do it.

To build up my strength, courage and focus to study. And also a lot of other important stuffs to.

'SOMEDAY'

When will that be?